i wanna die, in rotten english i describe this felling no language can explain.
There isnt enoght space in words for all i need to write
I can repeat all i learn, sentences of love i memorised.
-I miss you, - Ill be there for you- I wish you where here- how are you?- thanke you
There's no space in speak for what i need you to undestand
All mess me up, i cant help to cry.
I need you, im sorry. If i cant make it up for my self, you're not the one to blame.
I really miss you, sing a song, play a game, read a book, be quiet, coexits.
I really wanna die. Its already hard not seeing you, but now it's like at last loose you was inevitable.
Whom is the reason to be awake in the first place?
I really want my end, so confortable, imminet.
Nothing can really tell the dull hell im living in.
I need help that it's for sure.
I miss you deaply.
I mustn't pretend i dont care.
I wanna go away.

There's not time or space for you to comprehend how sorry i am 
I can't be what you need.

Im making friends with the fireflies

I can not tell if this it is a lie

Im so unsure if this is what it seems

U can always tell me what it means

You can always tell me what it means

3 am Wishing with my Babe